Monday, June 28, 2010

Well I can't say i didn't enjoy dancing with you, because that's a lie.
I had so much fun
Holding your hand
Smilling at eachother
But the thing that pulled my night apart, was when she asked me how you and I were.
I said " I don't know" and she said "what are you going to do about it?" I then said, "give up I guess." And she didn't say, "don't say that, just keep trying, "no way.
Guess what she said .

She said " oh Amy I'm so sorry "Which confirmed my thoughts of, you don't like me at all and might Not even consider my feelings.Well you two seemed to have fun together.But she doesn't like you. She likes . Well there's no need to name him. But still.
It's not you.
How shit does that make you feel. To know the one you love, doesn't feel the same way.Oh! You know the feeling?
THAT'S HOW I FEEL EVERY SINGLE DAY!
You'd be great together.


Even my fricken mother asked if you two were dating.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Its rather cold outside
i got sick of the kitchen table so i thought id come out here
its nice
im wrapped in a blanket
sitting on a cushion
quite comfy if i do say so myself

today is the one year annerversary(thats probably not how you spell it)
of the death of my mums horse, nicki
i was very proud of that horse
it live to be 28
and considering that horses only live to about 15 it achived something great
my mum has had that thing scince she was fourteen
wow
thats a long time
also its been 3 years since the death of my family friend, nicholas
We miss you heaps nick <3

im freezing my tippy toes off out here:P

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

You only just met me
you don't know the stuff I've beeen through

Sunday, June 6, 2010

L.O.V.E, i love you and you love me
L
O
V
E
I LOVE YOU
AND YOU LOVE ME!

YOU LIE Hi5 YOU LIE!!!


I loved camp
it was one of the only times you went on my mind

Friday, June 4, 2010

you like her
i love you
whats wrong with this picture
every one ends up happy except for me
and then im left here feeling sorry for my self
bleeehh
i love you
you know that dont you
your just not gonna do any thing about it are you
you dont know how much i wish it was me you worried over
you dont know just how much i love you
i wish you did
and i wish you felt the same way but you dont.
do you?