I saved those messages
For me there my favorite memories of us
Those were the days, when you told me you loved me
Those were the days, when we never faught those were the days...
My favorite days
Days I don't know if I'll ever get back
I hope, pray even that those days come back to us
Because, I love them, you and us

"one mistake of being together lets not ask why its not right."

we had a faboulos time didnt we shae

double web caming:P

bagging "his" dp

YOU LOOK SO HOT!

highly unlikly

omgoodness i love you shaelena chaplin hughes ;)

I WISH....
you would stop fighting.
I WISH....
we would live "happily"

ANNOYING FAMILY MEMBER: You know Amy if you keep eating all that junk food, one day youll get really fat...
AMY THE BRILLIANT: well "ANNOYING FAMILY MEMBER" untill that day comes ima eat this junk food all i like


gosh
relos parents and brothers think they know everything!

but the truth is THEY DONT
ha.
half of em must be speaking from expirence
:P
lol fatties :P

Nessah:It's just that he makes you upset some times and this other kid hasn't so,
yeah dunno it Makes sense to me.
Amy: it's not some times, it's practically all the time.
He's an addiction.
And I'm adicted to geting Hurt :

Maybe shes right.
Maybe your not worth it.
You've caused so much trouble
You've broken my heart.
And I don't think it'll go back together.
Not for a while anyway
.As much as I've been told to stop, I want to keep loving you.
I just can't.

Have you ever loved some one so much
You can hardly breathe when your with them??

Well I can't say i didn't enjoy dancing with you, because that's a lie.
I had so much fun
Holding your hand
Smilling at eachother
But the thing that pulled my night apart, was when she asked me how you and I were.
I said " I don't know" and she said "what are you going to do about it?" I then said, "give up I guess." And she didn't say, "don't say that, just keep trying, "no way.
Guess what she said .

She said " oh Amy I'm so sorry "Which confirmed my thoughts of, you don't like me at all and might Not even consider my feelings.Well you two seemed to have fun together.But she doesn't like you. She likes . Well there's no need to name him. But still.
It's not you.
How shit does that make you feel. To know the one you love, doesn't feel the same way.Oh! You know the feeling?
THAT'S HOW I FEEL EVERY SINGLE DAY!
You'd be great together.


Even my fricken mother asked if you two were dating.

Well I can't say i didn't enjoy dancing with you, because that's a lie. I had so much fun Holding your hand Smilling at eachother

Where's my i love you babe byye? Did u forget it? Oh ok that makes such a difference

Its rather cold outside
i got sick of the kitchen table so i thought id come out here
its nice
im wrapped in a blanket
sitting on a cushion
quite comfy if i do say so myself

today is the one year annerversary(thats probably not how you spell it)
of the death of my mums horse, nicki
i was very proud of that horse
it live to be 28
and considering that horses only live to about 15 it achived something great
my mum has had that thing scince she was fourteen
wow
thats a long time
also its been 3 years since the death of my family friend, nicholas
We miss you heaps nick <3

im freezing my tippy toes off out here:P

You only just met me
you don't know the stuff I've beeen through

L.O.V.E, i love you and you love me
L
O
V
E
I LOVE YOU
AND YOU LOVE ME!

YOU LIE Hi5 YOU LIE!!!


I loved camp
it was one of the only times you went on my mind

you like her
i love you
whats wrong with this picture
every one ends up happy except for me
and then im left here feeling sorry for my self
bleeehh
i love you
you know that dont you
your just not gonna do any thing about it are you
you dont know how much i wish it was me you worried over
you dont know just how much i love you
i wish you did
and i wish you felt the same way but you dont.
do you?

heheh love you shae

hm

should i tell you i love you ?

I had the best dream last night.
My dream was that I fell asleep in your arms (L)

Hmmm

Well when you think about it this way, after what you went through last year it's only natural that you still like her and it's only natural for you to want the best from her.. What the hell! There I go again. This whole thing just confuses me.
Some times I wonder, what would of happend if I had of never met you. Would I be madly in love with some one else or would my heart still long for you ? And I wonder even more what would happen if you tell me you love me. I think I would faint. If something like that happened I would be so happy I would know the one I love, loves me back and there's finally another person in this world who feels the way i do. But it aint gonna happen. Ever. Because no one likes me. " don't be so harsh on yourself" they say. But if you only new what I knew then you would understand. 
When you asked me, I could have been a bitch and said he's perfect for her they make such a good match. But instead I told you, she'd be fine and he's a nice boy but that didn't stop your worrying did it..... Nooo way 
All I can say is I don't know why she doesn't feel the way you suposedly "felt" (even though some people think you still do feel) about her your a great guy. Don't let any one ever tell you different

I love you more than you'll ever know, you realize that right?
No? You don't? Oh I know why. Because your completly oblivious to the love and affection I show to you. Even if I look like I'm mad with you  I'm not. I could never be mad with you. Your the one I want to be with your THE one for me I'm sure of it. I love you I really do. 
Although you don't love me do you. You never will, will you. No one would love some one like me I guess I'm just not made for love. I guess i'll just have to live the rest of my life as lonley as ever and every day I'll regret not telling you how I feel. 
What if I moved schools. I could tell you on the last day give you a kiss good bye and never see you again. Nah screw that. Hmmm what if I told you how I felt right now.... How would I say it? Would I jut be like **** I love you? Or would it be more like **** I need to tell you something. I can't keep this inside any longer I LOVE YOU! No that's deffinetly NOT  how it should be done. I don't know what to do. If I told you would it ruin our friendship? Or would you tell me you felt the Same way?    

Note to self. Shut eyes when spraying impulse. It hurts like a bitch

I hope not

I hope not 


I will be so shattered if you really do like her if she is the one for you.
You'd be a good couple. You and her.
I'm supposed to be In love with you what the he'll am I saying?
Well I guess I just want you to be happy